So my internet monthly usage was basically used up almost right to the end, but we were trying to use less of it.
Man, the most i've ever been on these past few days have been i think less than 30 minutes.
The internet i mean. I try not to go on too much and i past time by reading... (ishly) or playing solitaire... or spider solitaire.
I am THAT bored. T__T;
But it seems that whenever that happens, I get closer to my cousin... in a way.
We talk a lot more, since he doesn't have internet and doesn't have to talk to his friends from where he's from all the time.
^they don't even sleep. ><;;
Once school starts, things will change, I know it will. (:
BUT ANYWAY, my dad and I have been arguing a lot more recently. ><;; I don't know why but our father-daughter relationship has been crumbling a lot lately.
Sometimes it's really good and all, and it just seems that when things go TOO well, it starts crumbling again.
And so, a few days ago on registration day, I was at a friend's house and i hadn't called him.
He got really pissed off.
And when I got home, or on the way home rather, he starting giving me this lecture going on saying how I should think of others and stuff.
That after work he's REALLY tired and that I should've called around 5:30 to confirm the time to pick me up from my friend's house.
(Even my mom said that I was selfish and no one liked me. Perhaps that's one reason why I started thinking everyone hates me...)
It's not as convenient for me to go to my friend's house since I'm one of the people in our group that lives the farthest and has a parent that complains and rants too much about it.
So Charlene, sorry. I probably can't go to your house as much anymore now. My dad told me:
"Don't ever go to her house anymore!" in an angry tone.
I'm sure he doesn't actually mean it, but it IS kind of inconvenient for me. I can't walk home, it'll take at least 30 minutes, and it's not safe at night.
My dad complains how he has to drive me and stuff.
I don't want to bother the others by asking them for rides home too much either. ><;;
mianhe.
sorry.
it's all my fault. ><;;
Sorry for ruining the fun at your house at the very end. Everything was going well until he called and I start yelling a bit.
-bows ten million times-
it somehow always turns out that i yell through the phone when i'm at your house.
it must be bothersome for you guys.
Don't worry, everything's fine.
just live life normally the way you guys do everyday.
pretend nothing happened. :D
okay? okay. ^^
See you when school starts.
