Kirby! (8

Will be taken off in a few hours?
only here to let some people see. (8

I love the night yet hate it, hate the morning yet love it.

Do I make sense?
I hate the morning because it's too bright and I don't want to get out of bed. Bu the morning is when yore together with all your friends and family and you get a feeling of being secure.
I love the night because it's so peaceful and quiet. But I hate it too because the night is usually the time I think too much. And the things I usually think about is death. And cancer too. The reason being is because of possibly three things. One; my rib cage. Two; hidden... moles...stuff And three; the hard lump behind my ear. At the moment I'm more worried about the lump because from what I've read... Lumps=cancer. And when you know this, you're never going to feel safe. I don't know how long it's been there. Which is another reason why I hate growing up. The older you get, the more you are aware of the things that aren't right with your body. My rib cage I've not noticed until grade eight or nine and apparently I've had that since I was little. My parents aren't too clear either. So what about my lump? Has it always been there too? Well at the moment it doesn't hurt. I don't know.
I get scared.
);

Hi, My Sweetheart~♥

Mann, Love Rainie Yang and Show Luo. (: This video is extra awesome too. XD

OST from Hi, My Sweetheart? ;o

Must watch drama. (8 in my opinion anyway. P:

They're both cool. :D

楊丞琳♥

羅志祥♥

^ o-o whoa, when i went to search up his chinese name i found he is 31 years old... turning 32?!?!

no worries. (: Still looks young, pft. (: show luo ftw!

ANDDD a yesterday was 종현's birthday!! 생일 축하합니다~~ (:

Hope you had a gooooood time with the other 샤이니 members and SME (:

take care of your 동생s and your... only 형! (:

종현 화이팅!

샤이니 대박!

gogogo! (: 

I Am Woman.

And here is the song I talked about in the previous post. It is truly, a great song with strong lyrics.
For all you males out there who think women are weak or whatever. D8<

So yeah, this song is a remix of two other songs:
1. Apologize - One Republic
-at least i think it is... i thought the beginning gave it out... LOOOL.
2. I Am Woman - Helen Reddy
-a song from the 1970s. (: Truthfully, I like this one more, but the other one's not bad.
If you want to hear it: I Am Woman - Helen Reddy

WEEBLY? You're done and over with. (:

YES.
My finished product.
Yes, product.
Of my weeeeeeebly assignment for history. (:
Not entirely proud of it, but it's done with the best of my ability.. or however that saying goes.
o-o i missed a few things but meh.
OH RIGHT.
I Am Woman, remix done by Klair, it AWESOME. (: I really love that song...
kpop still > , but yes indeed, i'd place that on top 10 of my favourite english songs... if i can find other songs to fill my top 10 with.
keke.

My Weebly

To my future GRANDCHILD(ren)

Don't hate, but love yourself for who you are born as. There is no other you; even if you have a twin, they are still not you. They are them. Everyone's purpose on Earth is different and if you come to wonder why, you will know in time. It may take years but I promise you, you'll see your reason for being soon enough.
Know that most; if not everyone, will go through what you go through, throwing hateful words are yourself. I know I, myself, have gone through that phase and wish not to go back to a scary world full of hate and fear. So child, please learn to love yourself and don't be afraid to share your thoughts with others. Bottling it up will do no good. I can ensure you that bottling everything up will make matters worst. Far worst than telling others.
Grade eight was the time where I was most bottled up with my feelings. I felt so alone that I gradually kept everything to myself, which I still do because I have not learned to open up yet. There were so many times when I kept telling myself that I hate myself and wished I was never born. I remember telling others they wouldve been happier if I weren't here, and that there'd be no difference in their life as I am only one out of a hundred people they know. I used to think the whole world hates me and that I'd be alone forever. I didn't need friends or family. I can manage on my own. I cried one too many times. I felt tired inside. Inside here. -points to heart-
While you're trying to tell others, others are trying to get you to tell them. It all takes time. But child. Know that you won't regret it. It's hard to love ourselves and it take plenty of time to get to know who you are and what you are. Where youre headed in life and who will be with you. So learn to grow strong. At this age, I still must learn too. But I have God with me, and I know he will help. I hope that you will learn to depend on him too when you run into troubles. Even if you decide to go against the religion of your parents or grandparents (me). I encourage you to try it.
With all my love, and I say this because I do love you (even if you may be in the future),
Granny.

April Fools! was yesterday...

So Thursday I died. Not literally but I died. Writing the OSSLT really kills you. Well, no but... You get what I mean. It was so quiet! All you heard were the sounds of flipping pages and pencils writing and the sound of your own breath!!!
But overall it wasn't tooooo bad. I don't think I failed. Well I'm hoping I didn't fail. I know a few people who will literally.. Fail. Or if they're lucky they'll survive. (: second booklet; I left the series of paragraphs last and did the other sections first. When I had half and hour left, I figured I had more than enough time to write out my ideas. Until there was ten minutes left and I only completed 1/3 paragraphs that I needed. Did I make it? Well, yes. It was a tight squeeze though. I basically just rushed right through the last two paragraphs including the conclusion and by he tim I got to th end, my hand was killing me. When I picked up my eraser to erase a mistake, pft! I fel like letting go.

And then after the OSSLT I had a stupid math unit test the next day. =A= I pretty much understood it. Which was good. I didn't understand the whole thinking section of the test. Which was bad. So... Je ne said pas. (:
And my sims game just became more fun and interesting! ;D why? Because this magical person -points to self- created her own sims version of shinee and added them into the game! ;D yayayay! And the best part? They live right across from me! Yayayay! Wait no. That's not th bes part. The best part is I got to hug them because we became friends! Yayayay. Waiit. No. Th best part. Is that I get to pick one as boyfriend and marry them! ZOMGSH NOSEBLEED. LOL. IM JUST KIDDING. Seriously. But no yeah I get to pick one. (:
There were no decent looking -asian- guy. Then again there were none at all. So I decided to create my own hoping things would turn out the way I wanted and what do you know? It works! (:
Keke. So yeah. Wonder who I will pick. :/ tough decision. Nah. Prob go with the one I'm thinking of now. Keke.

Anyway!!
Focus on homework tomorrow. (: history weekly and civics ppt. Tch. =3=;