Do you ever tell yourself this, but only end up to find that you're doing worse instead? Like when you're really confident about a certain assignment, and you think you're going to get high marks for it, but when the marks come back it's A LOT lower than what you had originally thought? It's always like that for me, it's like a jinx myself without knowing or something.
I must admit, this year is a lot harder than any other year in the past. There's too much homework, especially accounting... There's so much I don't understand. So much that confuses me. Math doesn't help either. I'm almost at the point of wanting to throw everything in the air and running away from reality. The reality of homework. The reality of school. The reality of being a student. The reality of being me. I just want to disappear. But no, I can't. Because if I do, I will surely fail all that I've put my efforts into. Although I want to give up, I can't. Maybe there's hope... Maybe I can do a bit better.... Maybe if I try a little harder it'll eventually go up... but right now, I don't see that happening.
--For now I can only keep trying.
you can do it !
ReplyDeleteand don't disappear. I need you (:
In the eyes of heaven, your place is assured. You are GOD'S grand design, His masterpiece. So don't let marks take the best of you (':
I believe in you, and so does God (:
remember, although marks are really important for university, DON'T let it take over your life. I know it sounds a little silly to be saying that now since we're in our last few years of high school. But don't forget that God already has a plan for us. Obviously, that doesn't mean you can slack off and not try, but it's just a reassurance that God is ALWAYS in control <3.
whatever your parents, me, or what your marks are telling you, it doesn't matter compared to what God wants to tell you everyday. His love and grace is sufficient for you. so LISTENN (:
praying for you.
He makes all things work together for your good Trust Him (: