Still

-Dear fellow readers,

Today, we got out interm report cards back. I failed English. Asian fail, not fail fail. Got a 2 on that. But whatever, I did well in my other subjects. And it's just INTERM, i mean, pshh, how much can it be? /looks away. I also got my Me Project back, it's this project that we had to write about ourselves. 67/70 man, boo yeah. Ahhahaha. /sweatdrop.

Anyway, I went to fellowship with my friend today and my oh my, was there such a BIG difference between the koinonia and timotheous fellowship group. In my opinion, Timotheous seemed to be more of 'fun and creativity' kind of activity. Koinonia is where it really gets serious. Timo you learn stuff once in a while, but throughout the MONTHS that I've been there, I've only had a real.. class-like fellowship thing twice. Out of months, only twice. Today, it felt different. It felt like there was a deep meaning in it. I could already feel the difference. Although it felt a little different being with "new" people, somehow... it felt safe. <- although I DON'T. KNOW. ANYONE. Except for my friend<333

After fellowship was over, my friend and I stayed in the Chapel of the church. She was going through something difficult in her life. What is it? Whatever you want to think it is. Homework, school, friends, etc. I'm not saying it out. I didn't know how to comfort her, I fear my words are not enough to support a friend in need of comfort. I fear that even hugging is no use, hence not hugging her. I was lost in what I could do to help support my friend. I gave my reason, my opinion, my advice. I feel as if my words can no longer support a friend, any friends, not just this friend. I try to make her laugh, but I think sometimes humour is not appropriate at that moment. She is going through a difficult phase as a teenage girl, but that's life. I'm sure I'll encounter it one day, not yet, but soon. So I pray here for her, and I hope you all do as well, that God will heal her with his almighty powerful hands. With his love to support her, to lift the burden off her. To embrace her at her time of need. May the loving powerful almighty God just fill her with blessings and let her be free of all problems. To let her no he's there no matter what, because she's his daughter, because he created her, because he wants the best for her, because he wants her to know that he'll be her shoulder to lean on when she needs to cry, that he'll support her with his own two hands, but most importantly, because he loves her, he loves her with all his heart, his everlasting love. So I pray that she'll be well and that she'll close her eyes, release all those painful thoughts, and move on with life with God. iloveyou [friend's name]. <33>

-J