To die or not to Die? That is the question.

D:
assignments are not, i repeat, NOT fun at all.
One class the teacher gives you an assignment; sure that's fine. it's just ONE assignment.
But you go into other classes and oh em geeeee you get a pile of more assignments to do.
I have an assignment for EACH subject. -heart breaks-
One for Gym, one for Geography, one for Music, one for Math.
=_=
Gym--->this one should be easy though. It's just recording and reflecting on our physical activities (which... i don't do much)  {due: May 13}

Geography--->are you kidding me? D: after one project, 2 weeks later you get another it. it just never stops. Partners? Psh. my partner a
nd i aren't even close... i have a feeling there are going to be problems between us. {due: May 13}

Music--->how often do you get music assignments? Not often at all; but for the history time period? sure. This one shouldn't be THAT hard.... right? ): {due: Monday}

Math--->okay, so... 2 weeks to work on it. (?) Started yesterday... heh. line assignment. :( taking forever to do the equations. I have 150 lines, and i'm only done 34 within the past few hours. D; but it's alright. Thank goodness the teacher gave us a one day extension, but even so, i'd like to finish it by Sunday. {due: Tuesday}

^So yeah. I hope i can start on my other assignments early and not procrastinate on them like i do with almost every assignment. ><;; not very wise to procrastinate in high school ehh? <-so canadian. XD
sorry. ._.

Fifty Seven Years

I was walking around in my house, well... going back to my room after I finished talking on the phone, and then i came by this poem like thing. I found it really sweet. (:
I don't know where it came from; and i'm positive it's not from my parents to the other, but who cares.

Fifty Seven Years

All in a row

Fifty Seven Years

I love you

you know

We flew over the moon

And danced among the stars

We even danced

On Jupiter and Mars

And now, my darling

We sit this one out

And hold hands and dream

That's what love is about

Fifty Seven Years

All in a row

Fifty Seven Years

I love you

you know.

Happy Birthday LY~♥

So yeah. Even though i'm late in posting it here.
I've posted it on facebook, msn, and hotmail. (:

Happy Birthday my awesome Lucy Yu~

Best friends til the end. (:

and the crowd goes wild!

MIDTERM.
What's that?
Oh, just your term 1 report card.
Ohhhhh.
YES. Midterms were given on Friday, April 23, 2010 {<--i don't know. i like stating dates for some reason}
And I actually did quite well on my report. :D
Although. D: my mark is bound to go down this term... i asian failed my last geo unit test. ): Like... it was SO horrible my parents and i could've gotten a heartattack
But yeah, for now, my grades are still in good shape... i think. BUT ): <
my dad's not satisfied with it at all.
DUDE. I'd like to try and KEEP my average if that's even possible. It's almost IMPOSSIBLE for me to get a 98% average, kay?!
i'd like to see YOU get a 98% average on YOUR report! OH! Pity, you don't go to school anymore and what's that? you didn't get 98? I THOUGHT SO.
It was unlikely for me to have gotten my average and you expect MORE from me? Some father you are. =_=

Happy Birthday CM♥

my love for changing blog templates. (:
i get to learn new things every time i change it since they're all different and unique in their own special ways. :D
this one's a little difficult but that's alright. it's better for your brain right? keep it active. XDD

Anyway, i wanted to say.
HAPPY EARTH DAY!!!!!
And Happy Birthday to my dear friend Cindyyyy♥
Special girl. (:
Birthday on the same day as earth day. haha. 

i think my head cracked.... just a little bit.

SO. What do I mean by "i think my head cracked"?
Well... .___.;; -points to previous post- i was going crazy there... uhmm... slept at 4 on thursday because of stupid geography project, did a good 75 min workout in the fitness room for gym first thing in the morning on friday, after school practices clarinet and after that, walked with friend. I'm crazy here because... i didn't feel one bit tired {until the end}...
saturday... i forgot what i did then so i'm crazy for that.
sunday... after church at home after eating dinner i started spinning my head around and around and singing Amazing Grace over and over again. But just a small part of it...
amazing grace, how sweet thy sound.
would save a wrench like me
i once was lost but now im found
was blind and now i see
that part. I don't even think i sang it correctly..
then i went around going "go go go fishy fly fly fly, fly fly fly fishy go go go, go go go fishy fly fly fly, fly fly fly fishy go, go, go. (: (: (: (:" {i think i should buy another fish...}
^yep, i've definitely been hit in the head too hard. and then some yucky substance started filling in my head... and DUN DUN DUNNNN. <-read post before this.
...
..
.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
(:

Oh right, a new member to my family.
my 8th child.
and no. i've not been busy. =___=;;
they're all adopted. muahahaha.
oh... one godchild too.
and because my newborn son is a big fan of her, i shall say it too.
just for the heck of it.
also because this mother has gone crazy.
and it bored.
so happy birthday to his dear jessica jung.
lower cased.
because she doesn't deserved to be capitalized.
haha
no im joking.
*Jessica Jung.
there.

BrAiN eXpLoSiOn?!

I'm talking to a friend who said they swallowed gum and it seems to be stuck in the throat. (:
^by the way, I hope you're okay.

ANYWAY. (: She said it was sticky...
AND THEN I SAID...
THAT MY BRAIN IS STICKY BECAUSE IT EXPLODED AND ALL THESE STICKY SUBSTANCES CAME FLYING OUT OF MY BRAIN. And now when I shake my head I can hear these liquid-y sticky-ish substances swishing around in my head and clogging everything up and stopping my brain from working. OH NOES. My marks be flying down from the CNTOWER to the ground soon!
FWOOSH FWOOSH!
FLAP FLAP
GLUG GLUG GLUG GLUG.
SWISH SWISH.
^ the sound of my brain full of the substance.
UNKNOWN SUBSTANCE FOUND. WEEOOOWEEOOOWEEEOOOOOOOO!!!!!! EMERGENCY! CALL THE AMBULANCE! A WEIRD UNKNOWN SUBSTANCE HAS BEEN FOUND AND IS NEEDED TO BE EXAMINED AND OBSERVED!
QUICK DOCTORS! BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE AND KOKORO DIES WITH BLOOD COMING OUT OF HER MOUTH AND AND AND OH MY GOSH IT'S TOO LATE ALREADY!!! BLOOD'S SQUIRTING EVERYWHERE!
MAYDAY MAYDAY!

The rest of the blog is rated 18+ due to the amount of gore all over the place. (: Viewer discretion is advised.

DUN DUN DUNNN.
-starts poking you to death- BWAHAHAHAHAHA. No i'm not high. (:
I LOVE YOU<33333
seriously, i'm not high.
DO YOU LOVE ME?!?!?! :D:D:D:D
no no, like.. seriously. i'm fine. not high at all.
I SEE A PLANE! OR NO, IS THAT A PLANE? IS THAT A BIRD? IS THAT SUPER---- oh it's a bird.
WALA WALA WALA WALA.
EEEEEEE
TEEEEEE
PPPPHHHHOOONNNEEE
HHHOOOMMMEEE.
Or does he say go home? NO. I'M SURE IT'S PHONE HOME. DONT RUIN MY MOOD!!! D; YOU HORRIBLE PERSON!
Okay i'm done.
ONE MORE THING.
HAIIIII WINCENT! (: {vinnie the wooh} claimage! <--new word. (:
wanna leave a message? ;D

not myself

Okay, I know that I said we should think about our parents feelings but sometimes they go beyond the boundaries. =_____=;; OKAY dad, i GET it. I DIDN'T wash the dishes and you're TIRED and mom's going to be back in TEN MINUTES. I'm SORRY i didn't wash the dishes today. I wasn't FEELING like myself {upset?} and my head was HURTING because of math. {while other times i get lazy}
Ever wonder when you're doing a daily thing {washing dishes for examples}, why your parents accuse you or something for not washing the dishes yet never praise you when you do? I'd like to know that too. And if your parents DO praise you, you got lucky. =_= *stares at you* I asked my dad that once and he told me it was because he wanted to remind me. OKAY. SO LET'S SEE. Out of a week, I washed the dishes for six days and suddenly I forget to wash it for one day and you're spazzing at me for not washing it this ONCE? OH. I see how the minds of parents work now. THIS must be done everyday otherwise you get a good spazz from us. A play to say?
parent: why didn't you wash the dishes?!
kid: i'm sorry! i was too busy with homework and forgot!
parent: how can you forget to wash the dishes?
kid: I wash them everyday! why do you have to scream at me when i don't for once?
parent: BECAUSE SOMETHING IS BUSTED IN THAT LITTLE BRAIN OF YOURS!

Okay no i was exaggerating near the end because i like exaggerations... sometimes...

So yeah apparently, according to Tinaa, i haven't been myself lately. Well... I guess I don't feel like myself lately. Or maybe perhaps this is only at home. At school I feel normal and everything. I'm not sure. >____<;; sleeping late because i can't sleep and because of homework and math is just confusing me so badly right now. And I especially dislike plotting graphs and drawing them. What a waste of time. =____=;; -burns you up-

I'm done. oh yeah, in case you guys haven't read or noticed or whatever or blah. I made a new blog. It's for spiritual use only. and nooo not to connect with the spirits that have no where to go, but more like for God. You can find more information ---> here

Easter Monday

listening to: prettyboy - M2M
Activity: working on health brochure
Currently: {procrastinating}

Have you ever those times when you get up from sitting or laying down for too long and when you get up and stretch, your eyes go all blurry? Well, i get that a lot. My parents said that it's because I don't exercise much and all I do is sit in front of the computer {true by the way... ishly} and my blood doesn't circulate properly or something. It happened today, but usually i close my eyes and just stand there. Today my eyes were kept open and I actually fell to the ground. {something like fainting but not really}. I don't know. I really need to get out more.

Oh right, beautiful weather we had for the past few days. ♥ But don't let the weather fool you into thinking that summer's just around the corner. Unfortunately, the weather forecast said that it'll be raining again tomorrow. Boohoo. ): So much for having a good weather. It was good while it lasted for now though. (: I got to spend some time with parents and uhmm... a friend. (: Didn't do much though. I'd have to say, I probably didn't do much homework either. I'm supposed to be working on it right now. Procrastinating much right? D;

So for Easter Monday, what did you guys do? For me, I went out in the morning to eat with some people... and then went around places to help this older guy find a place to learn English. {ESL}. AND THEN came home. (: boring day, yeah yeah I know. AND for the past...... 7 hours? I've been trying to work on my health brochure... but i started to procrastinate. Lovely ain't it? =___=;;

By the way, i still can't believe i'm still blogging. :D with personal websites, i go on and fix it once in a while and then BAM i never go on it ever again. >______<;; ah well. ANYWAY. D: I really should go back to working on my health brochure. Catch you all later. (:

"Go quickly and tell his disciples, he has been raised from the dead." -Matthew 28:7

by the way, i plan to make another blog about spiritual sharing and everything. (: SOON. not today. too busy today. ^^ love you all♥

EDIT: I LIED! D: i made a new blog. >___<;; linkie in link section♥

Good Friday {yesterday}

Happy Good Friday Day.. (:
Today is the day, that the Lord has been placed on the cross and died for our sins. We should be thankful and acknowledge this day. How many people would die on the cross for you? I doubt many. Who'd want to be nailed to a cross alive just for YOU when you're the one in wrong? No one. They'd probably go "it's YOUR fault. Why should I be places on that cross when you're the one that did something wrong?" But JESUS did. BECAUSE HE LOVES US!!!!!!!♥ yayayayayayay. (: that totally just killed the serious mood. LOL but it's ok.

i didn't go to good friday service because.... it's hard to say it in english. God didn't "gan dong" {mando pinying} me to go to it.. but rather to spend time with my dad more.

did i ever mention i REALLY don't like it when people repetitively tell me to DO something or GO somewhere for that matter? Like.. you have NO idea how much i REALLY REALLY REALLY dislike it. Like my parents telling me to go play the piano numerous times. igetitdad,imgoingtoplaysoon. you know what i mean? I'm not a rebel or anything, heck no. it's because.... it's hard to explain. the more one tells you to do something... the more you feel REALLY pressured and totally lose the mood to do that thing. like piano, i WILL play it. they tell me to play it.. and once i get there.. i totally just want to slam the piano keys. {thank goodness the sound of piano can put me at peace. otherwise i'd still be flipping around.}

so anyways. TIME FOR MY BEAUTY SLEEP MY MINIONS. bwahahahaha.
i be praying for y-- actually i should do a prayer here. (: a short simple one,,kayy??

Dear Heavenly Father that lives in Heaven above all,
Father God, please bless these many souls among the surface of the earth. Forgive them when they have done something wrong. Show them your love and let them know that you love them. Bless the readers here, and bless the people who aren't reading this too. Bless our friends and families. Bless our homes and your home; our hearts. Let us be kept safe under your warm loving wings. Help us fly when we fall or catch us before we fall to the ground.

Thank you for giving up your life for our sake. For our wrong doings and basically for all our sins. There is none like you that would be willing to give their life up to save others Lord. There is literally no one... i think. But thank you for loving and caring about everyone on this planet. Father, thank you for sending your son to die on the cross. Even though he may not have wanted to, but he was willing to. (: Thank you Jesus for being brave and for saving our lives from many evils that came and have yet to come. D: pray that you will always keep us in your hands and walk beside us when we go through any path of evil and guild us back out. LORD, in 2 days you will RISE and live again. When you were taken to heaven, you did not die. No. You lived then and you live now, and Lord, you will ALWAYS live. "Long lives the King Jesus". (: Hallelujah praise his name.

When he had received the drink, Jesus said, "It is finished." With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit. --John 19:30

Let us remember this day that you've given your life for us on the cross oh so many years ago. (: Let us remember that you live forever and for always.

Lord I need to sleep now. D: i'm sorry i can't make this prayer any longer, but i pray that the readers will continue this prayer on for themselves. (: oh! Lord, i should totally make a spiritual blog thing... dont' you think? Let me know if you think it's a good idea Lord. (: Anyways, good night Lord. Love you a lot♥♥
In Jesus' name we ALL PRAY
Amen.