not myself

Okay, I know that I said we should think about our parents feelings but sometimes they go beyond the boundaries. =_____=;; OKAY dad, i GET it. I DIDN'T wash the dishes and you're TIRED and mom's going to be back in TEN MINUTES. I'm SORRY i didn't wash the dishes today. I wasn't FEELING like myself {upset?} and my head was HURTING because of math. {while other times i get lazy}
Ever wonder when you're doing a daily thing {washing dishes for examples}, why your parents accuse you or something for not washing the dishes yet never praise you when you do? I'd like to know that too. And if your parents DO praise you, you got lucky. =_= *stares at you* I asked my dad that once and he told me it was because he wanted to remind me. OKAY. SO LET'S SEE. Out of a week, I washed the dishes for six days and suddenly I forget to wash it for one day and you're spazzing at me for not washing it this ONCE? OH. I see how the minds of parents work now. THIS must be done everyday otherwise you get a good spazz from us. A play to say?
parent: why didn't you wash the dishes?!
kid: i'm sorry! i was too busy with homework and forgot!
parent: how can you forget to wash the dishes?
kid: I wash them everyday! why do you have to scream at me when i don't for once?
parent: BECAUSE SOMETHING IS BUSTED IN THAT LITTLE BRAIN OF YOURS!

Okay no i was exaggerating near the end because i like exaggerations... sometimes...

So yeah apparently, according to Tinaa, i haven't been myself lately. Well... I guess I don't feel like myself lately. Or maybe perhaps this is only at home. At school I feel normal and everything. I'm not sure. >____<;; sleeping late because i can't sleep and because of homework and math is just confusing me so badly right now. And I especially dislike plotting graphs and drawing them. What a waste of time. =____=;; -burns you up-

I'm done. oh yeah, in case you guys haven't read or noticed or whatever or blah. I made a new blog. It's for spiritual use only. and nooo not to connect with the spirits that have no where to go, but more like for God. You can find more information ---> here